Abundance vs Scarcity

As my new life unfolds and my old one fades away (college sure was interesting :3) , I would like to link to an article I read recently.


(PS : I love raptitude, almost all of his posts hit me like a fucking truck, the language is so simple and effective.)

I would like you to take few minutes out of your busy schedule (pffft, everything is priorities is what I believe, but anyways) and read it.

Out of self-defense, many of us easily settle into scarcity thinking, finding a paradoxical sort of comfort in the idea that there’s never going to be quite enough of anything. We apply this basic idea to all the areas of our lives that matter: Doing what you love for a living is a pipe dream! All the good men are married already! This world is going straight to hell! The good jobs go to people with connections!

We’re always going to be dealing with real limitations in life, but we create a lot of suspiciously absolute beliefs to prevent ourselves from actually bumping up against these limitations. The fearful part of the mind knows you don’t have to have the experience of failure or disappointment as long as you believe trying is a waste of time.

No More Regrets (or maybe few)

I am midway through my life (considering my life expectancy to be < 50 😦 ), I have been through a lot, made many friends, few best friends (for whom I will do non-trivial sacrifices), been in and out of depression a lot. I finally think I am stable and free of regret from my past life.

I always regretted of

  • Not being able to tell people how they have made a difference in my life
  • Not being able to tell the person I liked, how much I liked her (missing text here)
  • Not being able to appreciate what my parents and those dear to me(that includes my friends and everyone I missed) did for me, because of me being an idiot and naive (If you guys can forgive me for that please kindly do.)
  • Not able to live in present and always worrying about the future. (what will happen will happen, This too shall pass ;)).
  • Not being able to appreciate life, skills I have.

I never thought this day would come but now I am finally free, free of my regrets.

From now begins a new chapter in life, a new beginning.

Live in present, Go ahead and tell the person you like, how much you like her because there may not be any tomorrow.

Rants about life

I think I won’t be able to master Japanese or motivate myself to learn it without having actual interaction with a person who speaks Japanese (which is sad). anyhow life has been really hard for me lately and I have no option left but to think about life and question my very existence(NSFW). Yes questioning life and your very existence is the stupidest thing you will ever do(or I did w/e).

So here I am trying to motivate myself out of the self inflicted misery. How wise am I? I have asked this to myself plenty of times, I don’t quite get it, how do I know, how wise a person is?
Blah too many questions with no answers.

For now I will just think positive and not worry about life and its quirks.

MVVM Android

What is MVVM?
Model-View-ViewModel is an architecural approach used to abstract the state and behaviour of a view, which allows us to separate the development of the UI from the business logic. This is accomplished by the introduction of a ViewModel, whos responsibility is to expose the data objects of a model and handle any of the applications logic involved in the display of a view.

This approach (MVVM) is made up of three core components, each with it’s own distinct and separate role:

  • Model – Data model containing business and validation logic
  • View – Defines the structure, layout and appearance of a view on screen
  • ViewModel – Acts a link between the View and Model, dealing with any view logic

Why Data binding you ask ?

If you have used Angular you already know what it is, but if you haven’t check this out

now no need to manually update UI
just by setting variable value changes are reflected.

a new support library has been added to utilize http://developer.android.com/tools/data-binding/guide.html

Though you can add logic to views but you shouldn’t just to keep the logic separated from views.(who in their sane mind would merge view and logic. (not me that’s for sure))

I am planning to write up another entry, an example on how to use these features.

PS: Still working on Hiragana.

Nihongo log #6 Moving forward

Finally I am done with ひらがな characters although it will require a lot more practice but I can now recall most of them, except the R row it is confusing :s hopefully I will be able to remember them in near future.
(took me quite a while but worth it. I guess ? ?)

Now next thing Textfugu asked me to do is to write down my passion on a piece of paper and find 20 japanese words on that. As of writing this entry I am finding the words for my passion, oh and my passion is Travelling, Hanging out with friends (going fun places and stuff.).

So meanwhile I am doing this why don’t you go find your passion 😉 (everyone has one)
(to whomsoever is reading this xD if any)

Nihongo log #5 Learning Hiragana

Finally I am off to learning Hiragana, Textfugu suggested I should bookmark these or post them on my language blog, so here I am.

First 10 Hiragana: あいうえお、かきくけこ

1. Study your first ten hiragana using Anki – あ、い、う、え、お、か、き、く、け、こ. One thing you’ll want to do from here on out is to delete whatever you put under “Session Limit (Questions)” within the timeboxing tab (if you don’t know what this is, go back to the previous page). You need to do this because it will also now be giving you items to review, depending on how you did. You’ll want to study on Anki until you reach the kana こ. Think of it as part of your training to watch out for this kana (you’ll probably end up learning it in the process). After you answer こ, stop studying on Anki and move on to the next step.

2. Go to Drag n’ Drop Hiragana, and only drag the first ten hiragana (a-column and ka-column) into the right spaces. By only doing these ones, you’ll have to find the right hiragana amongst all the other hiragana (helping you differentiate them) and secondly force you to remember what they look like. Try this twice (refresh to restart) and see if you can do it faster the second time!

3. After you feel so-so about the first 10 kana on Anki / Drag n’ Drop, it’s time to put some of that into practice. Complete this worksheet and try to cheat as little as possible.

First 10 Hiragana practice.

Hiragana 11-20: さしすせそ、たちつてと

Of course, it’s important that you review the kana you just studied while you’re learning your new kana, so we’ll make sure to do that here.

1. Start by writing out the ten kana that you know and try to do it from memory (starting with あ and ending with こ). I’ve even created a worksheet for you to make it easy. Start in the top left corner, and write (horizontally) あ, い, う, え, お in the boxes provided. Then, go to the next row and put in か, き, く, け, こ. If you have to, feel free to use your hiragana chart to help you (but try not to!).

Personal Kana Sheet

2. Now write out the ten new kana (sa-column and ta-column). These are the kana you’re about to study. Notice there’s a “dakuten” section to the right. You can ignore that for now. From your “Personal Kana Sheet” pinpoint four new kana you think you can learn and recognize (right now). They have to be kana you don’t know, but they can come from anywhere in the first twenty kana. Perhaps they have a shape that’s easy to remember, or perhaps something just sticks. The important thing is you try to learn to recognize four new kana right now before moving on to the flashcard part. You don’t have to be able to write them, just recognize.

3. Go ahead and open Anki back up again and start up the hiragana list. If you haven’t had to already, you’ll might have to tell it to “review early” (since it tries to tell you when to study things). That’s fine if you do, it won’t hurt anything (as long as you aren’t moving faster than you can learn). It’ll review the kana you didn’t know too well before, and then move on to the new kana. Stop studying when you reach the kana と (to). Once again, take advantage of looking out for it and learn the kana while doing so.

4. Visit RealKana and check the four columns of hiragana that you know already.

Hiragana 21-30: なにぬねの、はひふへほ

You’re actually past the halfway point for the “main” hiragana now! Just keep going, you’re making good progress!

1. Write down your ten new hiragana on your “Personal Kana Sheet” with the other hiragana, so you can have them for reference. Choose two of them from each set of five (na-column and ha-column) and try to remember what they are. Just like last time, all you need to be able to do is recognize them. Once you think you can recognize four of them, move on to the next step.

2. Open up Anki, and complete the next ten hiragana, up to ほ. You’ll have some review from previous kana too, which is good. Make sure you’re honest with yourself in terms of what you can and can’t recognize!

3. After feeling okay about the next ten, complete this work sheet, which helps you practice reading and writing the individual kana.

4. Visit RealKana and check the six columns of hiragana that you know already. Click on the katakana tab and uncheck anything that’s checked (you don’t want to learn katakana yet). Finally, try out the different hiragana fonts under “Options.” Now, hit the practice tab and go through the practice a few times, until you feel good about reading this kana (you should be pretty good, by this point, actually!).

First 20 Hiragana Practice.

Hiragana 31-46: まみむめも、やゆよ、らりるれろ、わを、ん

You’re almost there! In terms of the “main” hiragana, this is the last of it. After this, you’re just learning things you already kind of know (like dakuten and combo hiragana), which means you’re pretty much all the way there. Just a few loose ends to tie up after this.

1. Write down your new hiragana on your piece of paper, along with the romaji, for reference. Pick out five new kana you think you can recognize and try to memorize them right now (don’t spend much time). Just pick the five easiest shapes and try to be able to associate the sound with them. When you think you can recognize five new kana, move on to the next step.

2. Start up Anki and study until it gets you to ん. When you get to ん, stop and move on to the next step.

3. Go to RealKana, and this time only check columns な, は, ま, や, ら, & ん. You’re learning more this round, so I want you to focus it a little more on recent kana. Here’s an image to show you what to check (make sure you uncheck the katakana columns in the katakana tab too, if you need to).

First 30 Hiragana Practice.

4. Complete this worksheet, which focuses on ま through ん columns.

Hiragana ま – ん

5. Head on back to Drag n’ Drop Hiragana. In theory, you should be able to complete the puzzle now (rather than just little bits of it). How fast can you get it done? Record your times and see if you can get done in under three minutes. If you’re really good, you might be able to get it done in under two, but don’t fret if you can’t.

Dakuten: がぎぐげご、ざじずぜぞ、だぢづでど、ばびぶべぼ、ぱぴぷぺぽ

In theory, these should be easier than what we’ve been doing so far. You already know the main characters (which dakuten use) and all you have to do is know what little symbol to put next to them (hint: usually it’s a quotation mark). That being said, I’m going to give you more things than normal to study in this section. You should be better at studying hiragana by now, and you should also know the symbols above (minus the dakuten part). I won’t say this section is easy, but it should be easier than before.

1. Start up Anki and go through the dakuten hiragana. Don’t remember what dakuten are? You can get a refresher, here. You’ll want to stop when you get to ぽ (po).

2. Complete this worksheet. This worksheet’s goal is to help you remember what a column will change to when dakuten are added to it. Focus more on remembering that “S” goes to “Z” or “T” goes to “D” rather than focusing on individual kana themselves.

3. On RealKana, let’s practice dakuten hiragana as well as the original kana from which the dakuten came. Check the か, さ, た, は, が, ざ, だ, ば, & ぱ columns. Here’s an image to illustrate:

Dakuten Practice.

Combination Hiragana: きゃ、しゃ、ちゃ、にゃ、ひゃ、みゃ、りゃ、ぎゃ、じゃ、ぢゃ、びゃ、& ぴゃ Columns

You probably remember a little bit about “combo-hiragana” from the last chapter. It might not have made too much sense at that point, but now we’re going to actually see it and use it in action. Sometimes, certain kana can be written smaller. When placed next to another kana, it can modify the way it sounds. Don’t worry, though, because the modifications actually make a lot of sense. For example:

き + small ゃ = きゃ (which sounds like kya). It’s almost like saying KIYA, but you drop the “i” sound.

び + small ゅ = びゅ (which sounds like byu). It’s just like BIYU, but you drop the “i” sound.

し + small ょ = しょ (which sounds like sho). It’s like SHIYO, but you drop the “i” sound.

You’ll understand better when you start using the flashcards, too (since they have audio). There are other combo hiragana as well, though you’ll learn about them more when you move on to katakana. For now, though, it’s pretty easy and straight forward, I think.

1. Fire up your good ol’ buddy Anki, and go through all the combination hiragana. This should take you through to the very end of the hiragana deck. You should know all the characters being used at this point (even in the combo hiragana), so use this opportunity to review as well. Be honest with what you did and didn’t know, too, because when you finish this deck, there will still be review for you to finish, depending on what you clicked.

2. Now let’s practice writing them. Remember, the やゆよ for these are small ゃゅょ. If you don’t write them small, they are just regular sized, and pronounced normally. It’s the difference between:

きや (kiya) vs きゃ (kya)

Those are two different sounds and you can’t switch them out with each other. The difference is important! Use this worksheet to practice:

Combination Hiragana.

Nihongo log #4 Random Japanese words

Today I learned some Japanese words, They are indeed written as they are pronounced much like Hindi.
First one was 寿司 = すし = sushi , didn’t quite get the Kanji yet but I can make sense out of the Hiragana characters 😀
another one was さ (sa) + け (ke) Japanese wine rice and yet another からて (karate).
Time to move on to the writing part.
Knowing Hindi is helping me a lot(any language where words are pronounced as they are written would do).

Nihongo log #3 Japanese alphabets

Syllables in ひらがな (Hiragana) other than the magical Kanas sounds like a Consonant combined with a vowel except the pronunciation isn’t English like, हिंदी (Hindi) works just fine 😀


か -> का -> ka
さ -> सा -> sa
た -> ता -> ta
な -> ना -> na
は -> हा -> ha
ま -> माँ -> ma
や -> या -> ya
ら -> रा -> ra
わ -> व -> wa
ん -> न -> n

most series go like か(ka)(का)、き(ki)(की)、く(ku)(कु)、け(ke)(के)、こ(ko)(को), that is k + magic kanas.
there are few exceptions though

し (shi)
ち (chi)
つ (tsu)
ふ (fu/hu)
The entire や (ya) column
ら (ra) column
わ (wa) column
ん (n)